Becoming Gamer Thoughts (Part 1)

I've been obsessed with the notion of using my time wisely for the last number of years. I believe it probably started when I stopped smoking cigarettes and using hard drugs, as right around then I began to develop the urge to actually stay alive and actually do something with my time. I realized that I had lost a lot of that, time, in the blurry years prior. The blurry, fun, memorable, life changing, personality developing, lesson learning, insane years prior, but in that time was lost.